Hey, my fellow blog friends,
Today was another challenging day. When you work 10-hour shifts in a warehouse, sometimes the exhaustion starts before you even leave the house. Just thinking about getting up and doing it all over again can feel like a job of its own.
I keep thinking about my businesses and how much I want to get them up and running. I dream about becoming the entrepreneur I’ve always wanted to be—building something of my own and doing work I truly love.
But this morning, like so many mornings, I had to get up and take care of the life that’s right in front of me.
Finding My Reason to Get Up
As I brushed my teeth, washed my face, and put on my clothes, I kept thinking, “I’m getting older, and my kids and I need stability.”
That’s what pushes me. Even when I’m tired, even when I wish things looked different, I know why I’m getting up. I’m working to keep us going while I try to build something better.
Still, knowing your reason doesn’t mean every morning is easy. Sometimes you have to carry your dreams and your exhaustion at the same time.
A Little Help Before a Long Day
When I went downstairs, my oldest daughter had cooked, so I was able to pack a lunch. That was one less thing to figure out before heading out the door, and I was thankful.
I booked my Lyft, washed the dishes, and finished getting ready for work.
I don’t have my own car right now, so getting back and forth means relying on Lyfts, Ubers, and sometimes my family. Before I even clock in, there’s already the work of making sure I can get there.
When my ride arrived, I got in and sat quietly, mentally preparing myself to walk into that warehouse.
A Prayer on the Way
During the ride, I noticed the sun coming up. The trees looked like they were waking up, and the whole world seemed to be getting ready for the morning.
For a little while, I looked outside instead of thinking about the long shift ahead.
I prayed and asked God to be with me and my family throughout the day. I asked Him to guide us, watch over us, and help us make Him proud.
My circumstances hadn’t changed, but I was grateful for that quiet moment before the day got busy.
Grateful, but Still Wanting More
Once I arrived, I got out of the Lyft, walked into the building, ate my oatmeal, and fixed my tea.
And I still had that thought: “I can’t believe this is my life.”
Not because I don’t appreciate having a job. I know this job is helping me provide for my family. But I also know there are things I want to do, businesses I want to build, and a different future I’m working toward.
I’m learning that I can be grateful for what I have and still want more for myself and my children. I don’t have to pretend I’m not tired to appreciate what’s keeping us going.
God Is Not Done With Me Yet
I hope that next year, I’ll have different work news to share with y’all. I hope I’ll be able to tell you that my businesses are moving forward and that I’m doing more of what I love.
But right now, this is my life: early mornings, long shifts, packed lunches, rides to work, and prayers along the way.
And through it all, God keeps waking me up. Every day gives me another opportunity to make a change, take a step, or try again.
I believe He’s not done with me yet. I’m still here for a reason, and I want to understand that purpose and live it while I have the chance.
Today, I was tired. I went to work anyway. And I brought my dreams with me.
Love y’all. Be blessed.
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